WHY?? WHY DID I CHOOSE TO TAKE IT UP??
NOW I CANNOT JUST LET GO LIKE THAT!!!
WHY?? WHY DID I CHOOSE TO TAKE IT UP??
NOW I HAVE TO SPEND SO MUCH TIME AND MONEY TRAVELING
JUST TO GET THE FEW PATHETIC BUCKS!!
I HOPE THAT THEY LL JUST DISLIKE ME THEN DISCARD ME AWAY!!
PLEASE HATE ME!!
WHY WAS I SO STUPID??
WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY??
TIME IS PRECIOUS, AND I'M WASTING IT LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS!!!
WTF IS WRONG WITH ME??
WHY WAS I SOOO STUPID??
ROOOOOOOOOOOARR!!!!
DAMMIT DAMMIT DAMMIT DAMMIT DAMMIT DAMMIT DAMMIT DAMMIT!!!!
OK I THINK I'M FEELING BETTER!!!
OR MAYBE I'M JUST PSYCHO-ING MYSELF!!
WHATEVER!!!
