I made my life pretty complicated and unhappy, I think. Ah well, not that I can help it seriously. Just running round the vicious cycle. Instead of hoping to break out of it, I think its more practical now to hope that I'm returning to the starting point, which is almost always happy. Being in the middle totally sucks, its when all the unhappy things set in, feels like its never ending.. Its getting more and more serious after each cycle though x,x
FML.
