Friday, May 29, 2009

Beat 'round the Bush

I'll just say things plainly.
I think the graduation ceremony was just for experience.
'cause either way, I'm starting school next month.
'cause either way, we'll all say goodbye.

I've got a friend who's so in love.
Her sweetness turned sour right under my nose.
Bad friend!

Sunday, May 24, 2009

As We Go On

Was out with my primary school friends yesterday.
About 20 or so turned up for the dinner.
How amazing!
After 7 or 8 years.
Although we have gathering almost every year.
But I kinda forgot when was the last time I met with them.
So it must have been pretty long.
Still, I got to see many of them.
Although there are a few who no one has any idea what happened to them.
But yes, I still recognise all of them.
Their names at least.

Our form teacher came too.
The classic thing was.
He came, sat down, took out a stack of paper, and started taking attendance.
The paper was like a form we filled in, if I didn't remember wrongly, when we first started Primary 6.
It was hilarious.
Cause some of them had their photos attached to the form.
So you can imagine how toot they used to be when they were much younger. Lol

Of course you can imagine what's the FAQs flying around.
Mainly things like, "What are you doing now? Working/Studying?"
Things like that.

Before I reached, I was still with the mentality of wanting to catch my F4 on TV.
But when we walked out of the restaurant,
the shops were all closing already.
Then after that, some of us went elsewhere to have a drink and chat.
By the time I got home, even Guess had ended. -,-

Yup, that's how time works when you're having fun.
It flies.
So I guess we'll have to wait till the next gathering.
Which is not gonna be too long away.
Although the group may not be as large as this.
But hopefully it'll happen. Gaaaahh~

On a side note.
I'm always amazed by the quality pictures my phone can take.
But it so happens that the battery always go flat during important times.
Managed to take only a few pictures.
Which were very nice.
Too bad I can't upload to the computer due to the 1001 reasons.
)=

We'll remember all the times we had together.

Dumplings - Price List

The estimated amount spent this year in making vegetarian dumplings.

Leaves & Rice: $15
Vegetarian Ingredients: $50
Gas: $15
Water used: $5
Miscellaneous: $10
Effort & Time: Priceless

There you go.
Obviously my mum's the one making them.
I was only the assistant.
Heh (=

Someone once told me,
"If its something that can be solved with money,
then it won't be too much of a problem."

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Come Come Paradise

After I came back home.
Life's been plenty bored.
My mum's laptop's pretty slow.
Play game super lag.
My PS in my cousin's house.
Hai, suddenly I can't wait for school to start.
25th's the orientation.
29th's the first day.
JUNE!!
One more month!!
Zzzzomg!!

My Wanna-Do List:
Movies!!
Da Vinci The Genius!!
Badminton!!

But what to do?
I'm the only god-damn-free person around.
For now.

To the world, I may be the most impatient person.
To you, I can be the world's most patient one.

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Statistics

Lets do some counting.

Today I went to pay my first installment for my tuition fees.
It took me about 1.5 hours to get there.
Due to the bloody waiting time for buses to arrive.
It cost me $1.50 for the journey.
It'll cost me $60 bucks per month on transportation.
If you don't count me going elsewhere besides to and fro school and home.

Then I went to pay the fees.
The first installment was $*,***.
The GST was $***.
The total GST amounts to $*,***.
Like WTF!!

Ok, the end.
I'll vomit more blood if I continue.

The saddest part wasn't the fact that you broke my heart.
It was the fact that you didn't know you broke my heart.

Monday, May 18, 2009

I will not be Me without You

Although I love to grumble but I do realise all the good things that happened to me.
And all the good things/people that are around me.

I'll be studying (again) soon.
Psychology.
Something that everyone will ask why I want to study.
No doubt, my mum and my bro asked bout it too.
Although they did ask why is it so expensive to study there,
But they are pretty supportive.
My dad too, yea..
My brother agreed to be my guarantor, and help me return part of the loan.
Although in the end I decided not to get bank loan (due to other reasons).
My dad, totally don't know what the hell I'm studying.
Don't know bout my results or anything.
Told me that he'll help pay my fees.
He supports me in his way.
My mum, totally support me all the way!
I don't think she really understood what I've been studying for the past 3 years.
Only know I study computer stuff.
But she still support me to study what I want.
Even though she knows my results aren't the super good kind.
Just cause I told her its what I want.
And the local Unis all rejected me.
I told myself I will not bow down to circumstances that do not allow me to do the things I want.
But seriously, without my mum to support me I will still have to.
My stubbornness and pride.
I'm lucky aren't I?

You who saw this post have one responsibility.
If one day, I stray from my path.
If one day, I do things that let these people down.
Give me one tight slap in the face.

Yes, I am god damn worried about the path I'm gonna walk down.
But I can't be worrying about everything and stay at the same place forever.
(Psycho-s myself ><)

On a side note.
Something good happened.
Because of something that I did a little while before.
Because of something that accidentally happened a little little while before.
Whether is it god, or fate, or whatever you call/believe.
It was simple, amazing, and sweet. (=

I don't think it was wrong for me to miss you.
I don't think ist was wrong for me to wanna see you.
I don't think it was wrong for me to be nice to you.
There is nothing wrong with me falling in love with you.
I think.

Thursday, May 14, 2009

What Now?

Okay, after sometime, I'm back here again.
Actually I wasn't really away, just that now people can see this again.
My dashboard has like don't know how many blogs already.
My joyce-is-me's sister blogs, heh.

Have been doing nothing since after the trip to Genting.
Its been more than 2 months already.
No job, no nothing.
Spent some of my time at my cousin's.
For the past month, haven't been home.
But its been good.
I haven't been exactly missing home.
Everyone's asking me about that, so here you go, haha.
Have been going back to MY pretty frequently too.
This weekend I'm also going back, again.
Although I just came back on Tuesday.

Starting school next month.
James Cook University, Bachelor of Psychology.
I should be feeling excited, but then.. Heh

One last thing.
I absolutely detest people who breaks promises.
If you broke me one, you're out of my list, permanently.
If you can't keep it, then don't make it.
Fuck you!
Friends are family we choose for ourselves, fortunately.
But come on, you know I treat my friends well, right?
Heh =P

Should I go on?
Or should I give up?
But I haven't even started anything.
x,x