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I'm not rich,
But it doesn't mean that I'm poor.

I'm not attached,
But it doesn't mean that I'm not loved.

I'm not perfect,
But it doesn't mean that I'm no good.

Guess what?
I totally love myself.
And you, you, you, you, you, you, you and a lot of yous.
((=

I'm evilly sweet.

I AM SO DAMN DUMB SRSLY!!!

WHY?? WHY DID I CHOOSE TO TAKE IT UP??
NOW I CANNOT JUST LET GO LIKE THAT!!!
WHY?? WHY DID I CHOOSE TO TAKE IT UP??
NOW I HAVE TO SPEND SO MUCH TIME AND MONEY TRAVELING
JUST TO GET THE FEW PATHETIC BUCKS!!
I HOPE THAT THEY LL JUST DISLIKE ME THEN DISCARD ME AWAY!!
PLEASE HATE ME!!
WHY WAS I SO STUPID??
WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY??
TIME IS PRECIOUS, AND I'M WASTING IT LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS!!!
WTF IS WRONG WITH ME??
WHY WAS I SOOO STUPID??
ROOOOOOOOOOOARR!!!!
DAMMIT DAMMIT DAMMIT DAMMIT DAMMIT DAMMIT DAMMIT DAMMIT!!!!
OK I THINK I'M FEELING BETTER!!!
OR MAYBE I'M JUST PSYCHO-ING MYSELF!!
WHATEVER!!!

Memory Box

I have this box that I keep all the letters/notes I receive
I kinda go through it every time I pack my stuff
And the trend I found is that, they're all very old
Yellowish-torn-and-tattered-here-and-there letters
The oldest one I think goes back to 2001
It means that nowadays, I don't really receive any handwritten letters
Its a pity..

Talking bout those letters, there's one I wanna post:
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Dear Joyce,
Although we don't have small talk together,
You've always been a good student,
Trying your best to achieve the results that you want.
Continue to work hard and be successful in whatever you do.
Good luck!

Ms Tan SA
29//08/05
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I cannot remember who exactly is this person
Or why did I keep this note that she wrote me
But reading it now makes me feel a little more motivated
So I was a good student who tries my best to achieve results that I want eh
I wasn't really one when I was in poly =x
I don't remember seeing this note the last few times I shuffled through the box
It came out now as though its trying to tell me something
Haha, okay, I'm thinking too much into it
But I'm glad I kept it (=

If I could rewind my own life
I guess I would most probably walk down the same path
Just maybe with a little more sociable attitude
(=

P.S - The latest Jonas Brothers album, 'Lines, Vines and Trying Times' is pretty good. Don't ask me to share though =P

Happy Birthday To Me

Thanks all those for remembering my birthday.
Thanks all those who came and wished me happy birthday.
Thank you:
Lovely stars & Poly men
Lovely cousins
Lovely Uni mates
Lovely random people
(Sorry for not naming everyone out kay..)

The thing about random people is that even though they're random,
They come and wish you happy birthday.
Cause I don't usually do that so.. Hehe
Random people are cool kay!!

Maybe my birthday resolution should be to stop being so freaking sensitive
Getting irritated over little things..
Although it may be a good thing to be happy over little things..
But looking into little things makes it so tiring..
Little little things..

Anyways, I've moved back..
So it means I have to travel 1.5hr to school starting from next week
The bad thing about moving back is not only this..
Its just complicated.. Zzzzz
Although Ima typical Cancerian who loves to be home,
But not this time round..

For school, its the end of the 2nd week
I haven't really started mugging, although I should
But its so sad to be mugging on my birthday
So I'll start tomorrow instead (=
Really glad that I'm happy to be schooling
All thanks to my lovely girls

I hope I haven't done anything terribly wrong
It puts me in a terrible dilemma
Or maybe I'm just thinking too much into it
-,-

The End of First Week!

Like, CAN YOU BELIEVE IT??
I was like having nothing to do at all moments ago
And now, the first week of school is over.
But even though it's only the first week
I feel like I should be opening my very expensive textbooks,
And start studying already..
But oh wells, I managed to get to know a whole bunch of new people,
Which was plenty cool..

But even so, I'm feeling very wtf right now.
Don't know, maybe its because of the difference in the expectation and outcome,
That is resulting in the huge gap called disappointment.
I must have been a very evil and rotten person my past life or something.
That's why its coming back to eat me now.
Or maybe its because I expected too much,
So that's why I feel so wtf.
Yea, maybe a sms was too much to ask for after all.
Not everyone's as free as me you see.
Must be!

Reminds me bout the self-perception questionnaire done yesterday.
If I had done it now or later,
I would have chosen a whole new set of different answers, lol..

You either bend or break yourself to fit in their space.