life's complicated

when I have to be mindful of what I say to some people

• because my intentions may be distorted
• because some people just have problems with the things I say and do
• because some people are just twisted by default

when there are things that I wanna do but cannot

• because there's no ctrl + z in reality
• because certain scars can never be healed, cracks never fully mended
• because I cannot take back the things I say

when I wonder if I've really found you, when I think I have
when I think all above points are just excuses and I should just do what I feel like doing
Either way, my life has been interesting and fun. I guess I know why its fun.
Cause its complicated.
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