Confession.

Oh well, its the affairs-of-the-heart month.

For some weird twist of fate, I have been kinda asked, or have been touching on topics like that pretty often recently.. I have no idea why but then things just slipped out of my mouth, and I felt pretty good. I'm starting to like myself and im not really trying to get people to like me, most of them that is.. I just wanna be myself, and its too bad that you dont like me.. Hopefully you dont belong to those i like else i ll be very sad though, haha.. Life's complicated yes..

Anyways, my mood hasnt been very good recently.. No thanks to me being too sensitive and no thanks to my diet menu.. Yea I know, there're all troubles I bought to myself, but I just cant help it for being sensitive whatever my problem is.. I think its the cancerian thing xD As for my menu, it isnt so bad actually since I'm still eating normal lunch, but things get worse at night though.. Cause I never really liked sweet meals, and there're no salty fruits so its just very bad!

The worse of all things is that I've only started like on Monday and I'm already here complaining so I wonder how long it'll last.. And how bad it'll be if I cut down on my lunch too.. Baaaaah~

"A happy person is not a person in a certain set of circumstances, but rather a person with a certain set of attitudes. ~Hugh Downs" I'm complaining, but I know I'll be happy in the long run.. I'll wait, I'll wait for someone who knows all about me and still stays with me.. I'll wait for you even though I know you'll never come.

It's all about Family

Another 6000 words this time ((=

Like a tattoo

Some impressions just do not fade away simply because you havent seen that person for very long. Maybe its just me being too skeptical, but I just cannot seem to forget all the bad things. Applies to all. If only we can forget all the bad things, we would all have been happier, no?

Yet again, there're some things I do not want to forget because if they're forgotten, they would be forgiven. I will never forgive anyone who hurt that person.

Fuck off.

I just spoke 6000 words.
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just for fun

ok i know the layout is not very nice.. but thank god the person inside the photo is good looking enough to cover up.. whew~

shopping

shopping day = feeling rich day = no money at the end of the day

i'm happy still lol

1. Despite the rain and thunder earlier in the day we got to cycle.. whew~

2. Its been decided that I'll either get a Samsung Omnia II or Samsung Jet.. Yup, dont wanna spend too much time dwelling on this already..

3. Lastly, I have no idea what to do anymore.. I'm out of ideas, out of energy, out of everything.. I guess they are pretty much redundant in the first place.. I'm done with you and the guessing games..

I wish you all the best.